MMV - Never Be Replaced

Auwwwww.. cute this song :)
i love it..... lalallalalallalalallalalallala
( I'll be with you as long as you want me to ,until the end of time )

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Bismillahirrahmanirraahim...............

Ya Allah ,
Jika aku jatuh hati ,
Izinkan aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya bertaut padamu ,
Agar aku tidak tejatuh ke dalam jurang cinta nafsu

Ya Rahman ,
Jika aku jatuh cinta ,
Cintakan la aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya padamu
agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu

Ya Rahim ,
Jika aku mencintai seseorang ,
Rindukanlah aku pada seseorang
yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu

Ya Aziz ,
Jika aku menikmati cinta hamba mu ,
Janganlah kenikmatan itu
Melebihi kenikmatan
Betapa indahnya beribadat kepadamu

Ya rabbana ,
Jika aku bersedih
Kerana seseorang menjauhiku ,
Kuatkanlah hati dan keimananku ,
Agar aku tidak jauh dari kasih sayang MU


Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

( Amat bermakna kata2 lam video ni )

"Im not in good condition"

Pain..pain...pain.....pain...pain...pain..... :(
arghhh that's what happend to me yesterday ( sunday )..... I was at manda house yesterday . Think maybe mu luck not good yesterday. hahahhaha kata orang maybe "shuiiiiii" mean malang la...............
Arghhhhh..... guys know what happend to me yesterday!!!!!!! I Fall down.................................... hahahahhahaha
laugh...laugh...laugh!!!!!! huhhhhhhh hmmmm not sure i nak ambil barang apa dalam bilik manda. So i tak sangka plak dia tngah mop lantai. And tak tau plak cara dia mop lantai habis air limpah sampai kat luar.. So i rush masuk bilik dia.. Suddenly "babbbbbbbbbb" Oh goshhhh My Back or my hips was so so so so pain... And my hand.... arghhh tak boleh nk bayang sakit tuuuu... perghhhh.!!!! But until today my hand and my hips still bruise. Hmm so sad.. Tapi masa jatuh tu all terkejut and tengok i. hahahaha manda2 how dare you.................!!!!!
But i still pain until now la... tapi i suka rasa lebam dia tu.. hahaha tambah2 kalau de orang urut.. rasa dia best lebam tu. hahahhaha. my mom jadi mangsa la. hehhehehe
Today ( monday ).. keje..keje..keje... so msa lunch time tadi i x sure pe kite orang tengah melawak.. suddenly my neck luka... so i letak plaster...... tak sampai 10 min i tarik balik plaster tu. orang tengok i macam nk makan je. tengok semacam. better i buka. kalau tak orang cakap bukan2. tau2 la mulut orang ni. tambah2 suka gossip. haha i tau la pasal i my side all pun tiap2 hari mesti ada cite baru. :)
So malam ni........ ala my little finger kena pisau la time nk kupas bawang. alaaaa tak tau la tengah fikir apa tadi. fikir pasal keje kut . Esk my list full......... Janji buat yang terbaik dah la.. Do my best..... :)
So this two day i was feel unlucky la...................................................... But im always thanks to my friends..family..my dear.. ur always care about me... love you all... muahhhhhhh

"Only He Knows Who I Am "

Doing the right thing takes courage and strength. At least, thats what i've heard. But how to be sure if its really a right thing? Only HE knows. As for me..i thought the last couple years has already be my toughest years of my life.Well, definitely i was wrong. This year are really really been a toughest year for me, myself, my heart, my family, my health..oh God! i dunno how to explain it to you guys. Next year? Wallahualam. What can i do just keep on praying hopefully everything will turn out okay or i just hope im strong enough to accept all the test from HIM. As a human being, this is what we have to accept. Hidup ini hanya sementara. Tapi nak lalui dia tu..nak tahu jalan yang mana tu yang susah. Am i on the right path? I hope I am. As you can see..Im not a really good girl yang pakai tudung, yang tak kuar malam, hanging out with friends, gelak gelak gossiping. Im not that good. Sume tu saya buat jugak. Cuma Alhamdulillah saya bersyukur sebab saya tak menyimpang jauh. I dont do clubbing, im not into drugs, im not doing something sampai tak pikirkan dosa pahala langsung. Cuma tak adalah baik sangat. Well, only HE knows who I am. "Never explain yourself to any one. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it and the person who dislkes you won't believe it." this is what I heard from someone a long time ago.
So..here we go again..love. love. love. hurt. hurt. hurt. HAHA! What can I say. It takes a long time to let go something that we thought was right for us. We knew them then we loved them and we have to let them go. thats the toughest part. letting go. some people just don't understand. cakap senanglah. pergi je. cari lain. banyak lagi orang lain. xpayah nak ingat ingat. haaa~ kalaulah ade switch at our heart and mind then we can just turn it on and off whenever we want kan? of course everything will be easy. This time sangat susah other than before. It hurts so bad cuz i can't let it go. Is it i cant let it go or I just dont want to let it go? yeahh. thats a good question. but still i cant figure it out. DUMB me.

Love. What is love actually? what is it about? what it feels like actually? What should we do with it? And how to be sure if its real? bla..bla..bla..As for me, Its Complicated. Full stop!. For some people, its easy to say this three words 'I' and 'LOVE' and 'U' even deep down inside they're not even sure if its real ot not. And thats the wrong part. You can hurt someones feeling because of that ya know? One thing i'd learned is that in the face of true love, you just don't give up. Even if the object of your affection is begging you to. You have to work for it to make it and make sure its for forever. Yawnnn! Suddenly i feel so bored talking about love. Maybe im already give up? Or i dont believe in love anymore? I wish i knew.
It just feels so much worse when you expect more from somebody. Sekarang i dont want to think about it too muchjust go with the flow .(boleh ke?) senang, kite kene berserah pada DIA je. Mungkin im not that lucky like all my friends..............

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hand would always find your hand.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it acutally hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.

21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

Awk Kena Faham

Awk kena faham.......
kenapa saya cemburu tengok awak bahagia bila dengan orang......
sabab saya sayangkan awk...
cemburukan tandanya sayang.........
Awk kena faham.........
kenapa saya kadang-kadang merajuk...
sebab saya nakkan perhatian dari awak.........
Awk kna faham............
kenapa saya selalu call dan sms kat awk......
sebab masa tu saya terlalu rindukan awk................
Awk kena faham...........
kenapa kadang-kadang saya marahkan awak....
sebab saya nak yang terbaik untuk awak......
Awk kena faham............
kenapa saya selalu minta nasihat dan pertolongan dari awak...
awk kan tulang belakang saya.......
Awk kena faham.............
kenapa saya selalu ucap terima kasih kat awk...
sebab saya nak awak tahu yang saya menghargai awak...
Awk kena faham............
kenapa saya selalu lambat bila bersiap.....
saya bersiap untuk menambat hati awak bkn orang lain......
Awk kena faham............
kenapa saya suka sangat mengadu sengan awak....
sebab awak la segalanya bagi saya.....
saya nak awk jek yang tahu........
Awk kena faham............
kenapa saya rahsiakan sesuatu dari awak....
sebab saya tak nak awk risau.......
Sekarang awak fahamkan......

Desert Rose

Poetry by Lena Winfrey Seder

I began my journey the day I was born.
My name told my destiny.
Yet, it remained hidden for me to discover.
I traveled a long time to get to this moment.
So many cactuses I stumbled over in the dark.
No star lighted my path-- I was not yet awake.
Naivety guided me into sandstorms that made wounds in my soul.
Ignorance blinded me as the cactus' thorns scratched me.
However, these wounds propelled me forward and kept me on
a certain path.
One day, when I looked ahead, I saw an oasis.
A mirage, I thought, so I slowly walked towards it-- expecting
to be fooled again.
When I reached the mirage, I found a rose.
I touched it and found it was no dream.
Entranced by this rose, I placed it in the vase of my heart.
As it took root, it became a part of me.
My blindness lifted, for I could see the true Light.
Faith rested in my heart.
My desert rose led me to this destiny.
When I stray-- its paper thorns remind me to come back to
the straight path.
Each day it continues growing, it strengthens my heart and
my soul.
I water it with my prayers, my charity, my fasting.
This rose is here to stay--
It guides me to an eternal Garden.
My thoughts, my goals, my actions are preparing my place in
that Garden.
That is where I will rest my roots--
As long as this rose remains in my heart.

"me , mama , papa " I love urrrrrrrrrrrrr

"best OoooOOo de baby"

Whoaaa... best la dpt baby.. :)
hehehhe... ni anak mak su. kira sepupu la.. :) macam best je dpt baby.. de baby sendiri kan....... kan.... when i tell my mother about this.. my mum just ckp cepat2 la khawin... not easy to me la when kite dh masuk alam khawin ni... kena kuat ooo mental and fizikal. pasal kite ni perempuan.. kalau laki lain la cite... kan2... Tambah2 kite ni semua harapkan mak.. pepe mak........! kalau macam ni mcm mna nk khawin.... ! 4 me kalau nak khawin kena betul2 bsedia baru blh uruskan husband or anak2.... lain la kalau dapat laki yg x kisah sangat.. ni kalau dapat laki yang betul straight...................... habehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh laaaaaaaaaaa
tambah2 laki yg cerewet....... !!!!!!!!!! susah ooooooo.. harap2 my husband ti x la macam ni. kalau macam ni boleh stresss ooooooo....... hekhekhekhekhekhekhke...