Tuesday, October 26, 2010

UPSET

Bkn upset sebab pa.. just x leh imagine pe perasaan husband and wife tu.. hmmmm pity kat anak dia. Husband and wife tu my patient and jumpa doc i. So i ambil la weight derong. X silap si husband tu berat dia 37kg je and wife 57kg... So rasa2 dah boleh agak da la pe sakit derong ni. cuma xnak cakap je. ye la , i'm nurse je bkn doctor... hehehhehe... But anak derong cute.. laki la. memang buas , nakal.. habis barang2 dalam bilik doc 2 dia ambil and sampai i kena dukung budak tu g kat parents derong balik. Hehehe.. smpai doc i tkejut tengok i... :) Derong explain kat doc sakit derong and doc suruh i fokus kat kes derong maybe si husband HIV positive. i just ambik blood test derong then tnggu result from lab. So around 1 or 2 hour lab call me and inform result dia... memang i dah agak... husband and wife 2 positive HIV... Oh my god........... so i pun inform kat doc patient husband and wife 2 HIV positive.. Doc just geleng kepala je. I just kesian kat baby derong.. Faham2 je la.... free je baby tu dapat HIV. kesian sungguh.. but x confirm lagi sama ada baby tu ada hiv ke x...! so when result blood test dah print so derong jumpa balik doc . so doc explain la sakit derong and bgtau memang derong HIV positive. Tengok muka derong pun dah boleh nampak muka kecewa. Ye la siapa tak kecewa.... hmmmmmmm
but 1st keluar dari mulut si wife 2 adalah baby dia pun risiko ke dapat hiv...? Memand de risiko boleh dapat but 50-50 la.. so doc just suggest anak dia bt blood test la esk nk make sure. So anak dia da masuk kes i da. Esk baru nk ambil darah baby dia... alahaiii kesian sungguh la nasib anak dia..
Tp nak buat macam mana dah takdir..... Kita pun xtahu nasib kita macam mana.. jadi tawakal je. ................................

Monday, October 25, 2010

Dreams Could 0nly Take Us So far

As i fall asleep to the melody of your voice and the poem or your heart the sound of your lips awaken me although this is all a dream I'm forced to believe its not as the wind whispers we are meant to be and our hearts scriptures in our body's we are in love and our destiny's fight in the endless battle to be together out reality opens our eyes and shows us were not it opens our minds but tells us should but how can so much differences make so much in common ?this love story or romeo and Juliet how they died and fought for each other em i suppose to be your Juliet an you my romeo if so i wonder how this story will end up ending as our last tears and our last drop of blood Finally col lade together our destinies finally surrender to reality and our mind stopped corresponding to our dreams that's wen we realized that dreams could only take us so far.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

MOOD♥♥♥

hehehehe... im in mood now..!! so rasa mcm nk tulis je lam blog ni.
lgpun rasa mcm dah lma x post story lam blog ni.. :)
Actually today xde pun yg special.. or special day. tapi rasa hari ni rilex sikit that's my mood is gonna on... hehehhehehe...
hmmmm... kan bagus kalau hari mood saya mcm ni.. whoaaa... best gile..!!
hekhekhekhe... xde rasa tension.. fikir banyak.. hmmmm...
pe yg best eak hari ni..? hmmm rasa xde pe pn.. ok jum ingt balik pe yg da jd 1 hari ni smpai im in mood today... hehhehe
Morning : tdr.... until............ hmmmm xyah la mention pkl brape i bngun.. hehehe
then.. i wake up.. just call my bf.. talk with him.. then im on9 fb.. coment2 with my friends fb ,
nana bob and my bf toooo... pas 2 my bff call... era.. hekhek..
kite org smbang psl "baju" haha biasa la... bile era blik.. lgpn dh lma x klr dgn dia.. then kite org plan nk g shopping mall baru kt prangin mall 2.. sja jln2.. yg best era ckp pas ni klu kuar dgn dia dh x naik skuter dia.. haha bla tnye moto pe..? dia xnk ckp.. dia just ckp tnggu dn lihat... hahaha
mcm2 laaa... and bnyk lagi kite org sembang.. x ingt sngt.. haha klu nk tlis pnjang ni..
so after that lapar la plak... waduhhh pe lg ambil hp just call mcd.. delivery..!!
isk2.. fikir balik tiap2 ahad delivery mcd..!! ssh klu mcm ni.. hehehe 2 akibat mls nk masak.. parents plak xde umh..... so just oder big mac medium set n chicken mcNugget. So mkn la mcd smbil layan cite indon "benci bilang cinta" best gak cite 2... :) dlm 1jam mcm 2... mula xtvt mgemas rmh.. sapu lantai.. mop lantai.. kemas dapur and bilik..... pas 2 baru mndi.. fresh sngguh.. hehehheheh
tp nasib x smpai tidur ptng.. :) good job sherry.... hahaha
then my bff call me.. not era but amanda imani sofie.. actually she is very good friends but maybe bnyk x ska dgn dia because attitude "sosial" but she very good girl... :) so ptng skit kite org out la.. hehe g gurney.. jln2.. tgk barang.. gurau2.. and we have a lot story to share.. :) gossip girls.. :) heheheh
and yg best time kiteorg g secret resepi..... ouwhhhhh... :) hahaha
whoaaaaa... :) hehehhee.. yg best kiteorg outing td.. :) me , manda and her bf...
so kira hri ni my mood so wonderful.. xde nk stress or tension.. ;) kan best klu hri2 mcm ni... rasa rilex je... alaaaaaa esk dh nk keje...:( gerenti esk stress......................... :( chill sherry............................................................

favorite "Q"


"never allow somebody to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option" -anon

"sometimes you put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to break them down" -anon

Its tough when someone special ignores you but its even tougher to pretend you dont mind.
...
The minute you think about giving up, think about the reason why you held on so long.

Everyone can make you smile but not everyone can make you happy.

Missing someone isnt about how long its been since youve seen them or the amount of time since youve talked. Its about that very moment where you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right there by your side ♥

SAYA DAN AWAK


SAYA MINTA MAAF AWK

DULU
GIRL : Saya rindukan awk...
BOY : Saya pun sama


SEKARANG
BOY : Saya rindukan awk
GIRL : Terima kasih
BOY :
*Menangis*

"Rindu itu indah bila kita sama-sama merindui"
-ini saja yang saya mampu SORRY-


DULU
BOY : Saya xnk ada apa-apa komitmen . awk buat la apa awk suka
GIRL : Tolong jangan tinggalkan saya.....
saya sayang awk..


SEKARANG
GIRL : Saya sudah buat keputusan.
kita bawak la haluan hidup masing-masing
BOY : -Sepi tanpa kata-

BOY : Kenapa awk buat semua ni
GIRL : Jodoh belum sampai lagi
BOY : Awk sama sahaja seperti dia , tinggal saya tanpa sebab
GIRL : Saya x sama macam dia
BOY : Kenapa awk tinggal saya tanpa sebab
GIRL : Awk... saya x berniat tinggalkan awk tau

Perlukah awk simpan gambar pompuan lain dalam hp , wallet ,
dan laptop awk..
Perlu ke awk buat fb smpai 10 fb...?????
Perlukah awk senyap kalau ada masalah??
Perlukah awk off hp , silent hp bila dating dengan saya?
Perlukah awk mungkir janji berkali2
perlukah semua ini????
Sekarang saya dah tunaikan hasrat awk yang dlu
xmahu komitmen . bebas dengan hidup masing2
saya buat ni supaya awk dapat mencari kebahagian awk..
saya minta maaf kalau cinta dan sayang saya itu
tidak memberi kebahagian kepada awk
maafkanlah bila hati x
sempurna memcintaimu.........

Thursday, October 21, 2010



Whoaaaaa........
That's was amazing..... i like it..!!! Try nk smpan rambut mcm ni... wahhhhh cantik... cun..:)
cuma hmmm.. xtau la bila la blh smpan rambut smpai panjang ni..!! saya ni gatai tngan skit... rambut dah panjang skit gatai nk gunting............................. So sampai skrng rambut x pnjang2 lgi.. hekhekhekhekhek
So...... saya dh azam..!! hahahaha kali ni mesti smpan.... :)


NICE....!!! I like... but its look more mature

Look sweet with this hair style

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Nak....!! Nak...!! Nak....!!!!

Gosh....!!! that's what i want....!!!!
Rugi2.......!!! My Acer laptop , n nokia E71 hilang... kna curi........!!!
now nk kna beli laptop.... hp baru....!!! arghhhh.............................!!
Dammmm.....!!!!!!!
Nk beli memang boleh....!! Tp sakit la kalau nk beli serentak......................................
So... kna slow la.... !!!! So now tengah simpan and nak beli Laptop n new hp.....
The 1st step : Laptop dlu.......
The 2nd step : Bru hp...................
Ok.... set...!! Minta2 dapat.................... hehhehehehehehehhee.........
Because i used my own money.... Not money from my parents................. :)
nak minta duit dari parents segan kut... pasal kan da keje.....
So... after this if dah dapat dah laptop n hp ni... saya akan jaga dengan baik and xkan letak merata even kat rumah sendri... or dalam bilik sendiri... pasal dulu laptop and hp saya kena curi pun dalam rumah saya sendiri..... so pas ni maybe akan simpan elok2 la.. Nak tidur pun saya akan sorok la kat mana2 yang orang xtahu... pelik2 kat rumah sendiri pun bahaya..
So kepada pencuri yang masuk rumah saya... curi laptop , hp and duit saya... saya nak doakan 1 je kepada kamu.... Wahai pencuri p mampus la ko.. minta2 ko kna bala....
dammmmm.....!!!!!!!!!!!!



Thursday, October 14, 2010

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥Miss My Friends ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Just want to say sometime i miss this moment...!!!!
The best moment is when we spend time with our friends...!!!!!
A lot story to share....!! we laugh..... smile...... :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥♥ ♥










Saturday, October 9, 2010

From The Bottom Of My Broken heart

"never look back" we said
How was I to know, I'd miss you so
Loneliness up ahead
Emptyness behind
Where do I go
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you now
Still I miss you somehow
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"baby," I said "please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams
And my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love
You were my true love
From the fist kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love
I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
"never look back" we said
How was I to know, I'd miss you so

Friday, October 8, 2010

When a little girl want her life make perfect


Bored..bored...bored....
Cuba nak mencari sesuatu dalam hidup ni. Life is perfect...? Sape la manusia yang lucky tu kan.. waaaaaaaa..... its so wonderful... ;)
But nak make life kite ni perfect kadang2 macam2 yang sanggup buat... ( sendiri faham sudah la)
but for me.. my answer is simple... siapa tak nak life perfect...? hanya orang bodoh je tak nak.
but for me tak payah la nak hipokrit.... tawakal je , masing2 de rezeki masing2.
Lagipun aku dah cukup puas dengan kehidupan aku sekarang ni. Yang pergi pun dah mula dengan kehidupan baru. dan sekarang ni try la nak fokus kkat yang datang. Try yang terbaik dan lupakan kisah lama.............. Kalau tak lupa kisah lama macam mana fokus dengan yang datang. So just hope he can make my life not complicated la..... :)